Bread of Life

December 19, 2012

A small group I attend when I’m in town has been studying “The Journey: Walking the Road to Bethlehem” by Adam Hamilton. The book and accompanying video are an attempt to connect us with the locations where the events surrounding Jesus’ birth occurred.

Sometimes I think writers will stretch things a little to make a good story (there are times I suspect Paul did that, too). This is worth considering.

Hamilton considers the “manger” (one group member noted that if you read that word in French, it means “to eat”) where Jesus was placed as in a crib (don’t know if they had cribs back then). Anyway, take this tour of logic–manger, a place to eat; Bethlehem, literal meaning “house of bread”; Jesus said “I am the bread of life”; his next to last day, this bread represents my body. He tries to tie it all together.

Early Christians placed great importance on experiencing Jesus. He was in their midst when they met to sing, pray and study. It wasn’t until about 340 AD that the church decided that doctrine took precedence over experience. That is a struggle that we still face today among many Christian groups.

As for me, I place precedence with experience. Sometimes the experience of Jesus just breaks through the fog with shining light and clarity. Sometimes it’s a little bit at a time that comes through Spiritual practice–serving others, studying when a breakthrough occurs, worship when the songs and prayers penetrate your fog.

May Jesus be your Bread of Life.

We’re in the last week before we celebrate Jesus’ birth and his coming into the world and coming into our lives. This is a great time to hone those spiritual practices–be a servant to someone; meditate on the word; pray for God’s guidance; worship with praise and thanks.

Faith in the Face of Chaos

December 18, 2012

This is another one of those posts that I’m not sure where it’s going when I start.

Of course, I’ve been thinking about the last massacre perpetrated by an unstable person with an automatic weapon and lots of ammunition. And then I saw a news item about a bunch of kids in Afghanistan caught in its ongoing civil war and blown up.

It’s a crazy world. But maybe always has been.

I find it interesting that the gun lovers rush to defend the principle of having guns. The Freudian in me says there must be some latent guilt in there somewhere.

They are partly correct–people do the killing. But guns makes it easier. It’s less personal than a knife. And a knife is slow. Bombs take a lot of planning.

But, I was thinking about a perpetrator of such acts. Psychologist talking heads rush out to the news programs to offer opinions without researching facts. Misinformation spreads everywhere. The wrong person was identified and his Facebook page was filled with hate messages.

That bothers me. The hate. I’m not trying for understanding. Too late for that. But to retaliate hate for hate does not seem like a response Jesus would teach.

Back to the psychologists. They say that there are usually signs of these problems long before the final act is done. Did someone see this breakdown coming and not act?

I know people with Problems. Depression. BiPolar disorder. Narcissism. What am I doing? Jesus said I should help those in need. Maybe there was a lost opportunity for someone to recognize the situation with that young man and bring Jesus into the situation.

Or, maybe evil and chaos exists in this world. But we still need to follow Jesus when he said to love the Lord and to love (that is do things for) others.

Just listening to Andy Stanley who said, “Perfect faith is what moves me to trust God in spite of the fact that life isn’t moving according to my plan.”

Still Figuring Out Jesus

December 17, 2012

Who Was That Man?

I’ve been staring at Matthew 2 for the past few days in contemplation. For the past 2,000 years, those of us who enjoy contemplating such things, especially take this time of year to reflect on just who this Jesus is.

Matthew is more concerned than the other New Testament writers about tying Jesus’ life to the history of God working through the Jewish people. In two chapters, he ties a lot together.

He had started with heavenly signs and visions. Then he looked at some ancient writings and saw parallels (I believe that this is the sort of teaching Jesus did with the two disciples on the road to Emmaus after the resurrection). He has Jesus born in Bethlehem. Then fleeing to Egypt only to be called out of Egypt (sound familiar?) and growing up in Nazareth (so he could be called a Nazarene). So Jesus, in his life, mirrors the experience of the nation.

Abraham is amazing

I am still amazed about Abraham. How is it that he decided to follow the “One God” rather than all the tribal gods of his homeland? We have the stories all about his life, but nothing really about the beginning. With Moses (the next great prophet or leader), we have the story of the burning bush where he first met God. Changed his life and the life of the people.

With Jesus, the “prophet greater than I” that Moses predicted, we are presented with one born into life with God. Certainly Mary sang her songs to Jesus as a baby filling him with the vision of the purpose of his birth. Certainly Joseph was a fantastic parental model of a person living the with-God life.

Then you look at the history of the Jewish people as the people who were supposed to be a blessing to all mankind as the keepers of the faith of the one true God (we call it monotheism). But they kept falling away. Then wanted a king. God told them through Samuel that that was a mistake. But they asked. They had three kings. Then the empire crumbled. Actually there was a fourth, but shortly after his ascension after Solomon, the kingdom split. Eventually the two kingdoms were wiped out.

Yet, hundreds of years later, the people still wanted another one of those kings.

But with Jesus, God tried again. It was not about a nation. It was about individuals. Each individual needs to repent and change their lives.

We still need that repentance. We still have so many people, even in this “Christian nation” who have not felt the need. And some do terrible things. There is so much work to do to bring everyone into the life with-God.

Becoming A Good Person

December 13, 2012

Are you a good person? I’m an optimist most of the time. I tend to see people as good unless they prove me wrong. There are people who are the opposite. They are suspicious or cynical about people and expect the worst unless proven otherwise. And even then they aren’t sure.

In fact, none of us are truly good. We struggle with emotions, desires, actions that are not good. The apostle Paul’s starting point in his discussions of people is that we are not good to begin with.

So how do we get on the path toward being a good person?

I just finished John Ortberg’s latest book, Who Is This Man?. He said, “Because of Jesus’ emphasis on the heart, goodness does not begin with right behavior. It begins with openness to the truth about the mess in my inner being.”

This is not really a new thought. Ancient wisdom taught that first we must know ourselves. Or as the Scottish poet Robert Burns put it, “O, wad some Power the giftie gie us / To see oursels as others see us!”

To do that requires hard work on our part. We must sit in contemplation and step away from ourselves in our mind and observe ourselves. This also works if you are out somewhere, say in a queue at a market or airport ticket counter. You sort of project your mind out and observe yourself dispassionately as you act. I’ll tell you, that exercise has prevented me from foolishness on occasion.

The cool thing about the church calendar is that it prompts us to remember certain things with regularity. We are in Advent. Remembering the coming of Jesus. This is a good time for us to look within and see where we are harboring guilt, anger, greed, self-centeredness, and the like.

By being open to this, we can then prepare our hearts for Jesus to enter our lives to help us put those behind us and begin to approach living a good life with him.

Being A Blessing

December 12, 2012

I like to play around with words. Yesterday I was asked to help come up with a title for a Webcast (you can catch me live on the Web on January 31st moderating a panel discussion about software). My method is to come up with a phrase that I think captures the important points. Then I  start a list. I’ll play around with the verbs. Then the nouns. Consider a variety of adjectives. And write down the subsequent phrases until something seems to click.

Thing is, I write so often to areas where English is a second language, that I worry about being clear. So, I try not to use puns or plays on words.

But a friend posted on her Facebook page about my post on Being Blessed that I thought about the other usage of the word. Instead of receiving a blessing, say from God, some people are a blessing. That’s what I thought when she said yes she is blessed and give me more. I thought, she is a blessing–at least to me.

Think about your relationships and people you know or who have come into your life. So many are a blessing to you. Maybe just because when you see them they bring such joy and happiness as one friend, or peace as another friend does.

Maybe while we contemplate the great blessing from God that we celebrate this time of year we can also be more aware of our own being a blessing to people we meet.

That is a Spiritual practice I wish everyone would bring into their lives. Consider how great a world filled with blessing would be.

Do You Really Want to be Blessed

December 11, 2012

There was a discussion recently about being blessed. An angel visited Mary. Called her blessed. It was maybe like the beginning of an episode of “Mission: Impossible.” She got some instructions. But there was a huge story not told at the beginning that she had to live out.

She was blessed–to have a child before her wedding (probably had to hurry up and have an early wedding); to have a precocious child (remember the time he stayed behind to study at the Temple?); to have him never marry and provide grandkids; to watch him go out preaching to people who didn’t understand him; to watch him punished, suffer and die.

You call that blessed?

We often use the term blessed to mean that God gives us a cool present. Or maybe lots of money. Or good kids.

Seems like in the Bible when God blesses you, you’d better watch out. That blessing usually means that you are going to live out an adventure of some kind.

But the adventure turns out good in the end. Except you’re never sure.

Having the baby was cool. Many visitors saying nice things about the baby was cool. But 33 years later, Friday and Saturday were heart wrenching.

But Sunday came, and the meaning of the blessing was clear.

Blessing can mean that you have been chosen. You’re on the team. But it means that you must live out the adventure that God places before you.

What’s your blessing?

Just Listen To God

December 10, 2012

This seems to be the Advent year of Joseph. Several times already I have heard speakers or read articles about Joseph, the (sort of) father of Jesus. More, I think, than in any past year.

I started thinking–Matthew gives a genealogy of Jesus through Joseph. Mary did not have sex with Joseph. Jesus was not Joseph’s kid. Weird.

Almost nothing is written about Joseph in the Bible. Yet, we keep speculating about him. He was a skilled tradesman. He didn’t live in the same town as Mary. He had a vision from God that told him to go ahead and marry Mary even though she was pregnant outside of marriage. His ancestral home was Bethlehem, city of David. That’s pretty much it.

Oh, and the gospels describe him as a just man. Righteous. So his primary role in Jesus’ birth came from his relationship with God. He agreed to give Mary legitimacy–a marriage, a home, a family. He decided not to denounce her and have her stoned. That action would have had historical consequences.

People love to speculate that Joseph made Jesus a carpenter, because he was a carpenter. The gospels never say that. There is a reference to Jesus as “the carpenter’s son.” I think that beyond making Jesus legitimate in the eyes of society, Joseph probably passed along his right relationship to God.

Children learn by modeling the behavior of those close to them. Joseph had to have been chosen because he could model the right relationship to God that Jesus needed as he grew up.

Joseph listened to God. It changed his life. He raised a child that was given to him, not one that he helped create. Looks like he did a pretty good job. Maybe God is telling us to do something. Maybe we need to listen and then act. Are we listening?

Sense of Entitlement Destroys Gratitude

December 7, 2012

Jesus healed 10 men afflicted with leprosy. One came back to say, “Thank you.” He was not the Jewish one.

We live in a scientific age. So we do studies. Results of studies have shown that those who take time every week, pause and thank God for what has come their way lead lives with more meaning, peace and joy.

Works for me. I know it will work for you.

My wife and I believe in helping others. We serve in many small ways. She sometimes drives people to doctor’s appointments or other such errands who have no transportation. It’s an inconvenience at times, but no problem.

She has noticed two types of people in those circumstances. Those who are grateful for the help; and those who seem to feel entitled to help. For those in the latter group, it’s as if the world exists to serve them.

I know people with that entitlement attitude who are quite wealthy. Maybe middle class people desperately wanting to be upper middle class. They think they are entitled to that. They should get those perks. Mommy and Daddy told them they were special–or whatever other motivator there may be. The irony is that they don’t realize that Jesus told many stories about them–but they were never the good example.

Indeed, the disease of our era–at least in America–is that sense of entitlement. It’s everywhere. From poor people bred in a cycle of dependency on the welfare bureaucracy to richer people caught on the gerbil wheel of always wanting more.

One of the prophetic songs from the late 6os said, “Stop, children. What’s that sound? Everybody look what’s going down.”

It’s time to stop for a time. Listen for God’s whisperings. Thank God for His grace that is given to you.

Use Heart, Ears, Eyes For Experiencing God

December 6, 2012

I don’t know what started my recent meditations on listening. Someone said something, I guess. But it goes with my latest meditations on gaining experience to go with knowledge.

You can’t experience God if you don’t listen to him. As Ernest Hemingway said, “When people talk, listen completely. Most people never listen.”

I think the key word there is completely. This means that your attention is on the other. You are not thinking about what you will say. Or what the weather is. We now know that listening is done with the eyes, as well as the ears. And also with your heart–a term we don’t use as much today. It implies total awareness of the other.

This is not a new problem. Jesus kept telling his audience to listen. Then (found in Matthew 13) he quotes from an ancient source, Isaiah, “You will indeed listen, but never understand, and you will indeed look, but never perceive. For this people’s heart has grown dull, and their ears are hard of hearing, and the have shut their eyes.”

I have been in numerous conversations with someone else talking with a third person. And after the conversation, the person I’m with will talk about what the third person said and I’ll be amazed at what they missed. If we can miss what a human being says to us face-to-face, how much more can we miss the whispers and nudging from a Spiritual Being whom we cannot see face-to-face.

The British playwright George Bernard Shaw summed up the situation when he said, “The problem with communication is the illusion that is has occurred.”

If you wish to experience God, then you had best follow the advice of Jesus and check your heart, ears and eyes. Make sure they are open and tuned in to God.

Knowledge and Experience 2

December 5, 2012

My last post talked about the idea that knowledge without experience is not sufficient for us to live a life with-God. But experienced can be pursued and gained in the spiritual life.

Experience as I’m thinking about it goes beyond just living through things. It requires first of all awareness. Many people live unaware of their environment, the people around them, their impact upon others. God can provide all manner of experience opportunities, but if you are not aware of what is happening, they will all pass you by. Be alert–like 007 James Bond who is always observing and evaluating.

I once saw a quote, “Some things must be believed to be seen.” Expectation is a key ingredient. Mary, mother of Jesus, probably prayed the Jewish woman’s prayer about becoming the mother of the Messiah. There was surely a bit of expectation in her life. But also, it had never happened before. So, we can expect God to act in our lives, but we may still be shocked at what He provides for us.

So, the question remains, what can we do to gain experience with God? Here are some tips.

Meditation on the Word. Read the Bible. Then stop and meditate on the passage. Go there in your imagination. Be part of the crowd around Jesus. Be part of a congregation where Paul is preaching. March with Joshua. Meditate with expectation that God will lead you to deeper knowledge.

Worship. Gathering with others in worship is a great way to open yourself to the reality of God.

Celebration. Once again, being with others while singing songs and praising will help you focus on God and lift your spirits making you open to God’s Spirit moving within you.

Confession. Pausing once–or many–times daily to tell God that you have fallen short of the type of life He desires. God will calm you.

Service. Sometimes there are no better ways to experience God in your life than to “be God” in the lives of others. Doing things for other people for God’s sake, not yours, will bring you closer to God.

I’m sure there are more. Open yourself to the possibility that God wants you to live in the fullness of a relationship just like Adam and Eve walked with him before they rebelled.