Archive for the ‘discernment’ Category

Sin and Awareness: Spiritual Formation Part 1

August 28, 2025

Refer to Romans 1:18-2:16

Maybe you get lost in all of Paul’s examples. Perhaps you like to pull out certain “sins” to point to other people. That sort of reading severely misses the point. Paul tries to bring emotion into this discussion—a preacher’s trick. The point isn’t that other people sin. The point is sin is everywhere.

And everyone deserves to die—that is, be apart from God. The definition of hell for some people.

Paul must deal with the Law. Jewish Law, not Roman law. He must bring together a group of Jesus followers who come from different cultures. I bet they were suspicious of each other. I bet they were suspicious of each other when they first began to meet secretly to share their experiences of Jesus.

Why does Paul begin this way?

We will never change until we become aware of the need for change. We must become aware of our ignorance before we begin to study and find a teacher. We must become aware of our physical health before we search out and begin to practice health-building practices such as eating nutritional meals, getting physical activity, sleeping well. We must become aware of the shortcomings of our relationships and spiritual direction before we search out ways to get in touch with the Spirit.

This will lead to faith—the next step on the journey. It touches on one of the manifestations of grace that John Wesley taught—that grace that is always there ready for us to see and infuse into our lives.

Prevenient Grace – This is the grace that “goes before” and precedes human response to God. Wesley believed this grace is given to all people universally, enabling them to recognize their need for God and making it possible for them to respond to the gospel. It counteracts the effects of original sin and restores some measure of free will.

Stochastic Parrot

May 23, 2025

I try to separate the two sides of my thinking. Sometimes the overlap is too tasty.

Our pursuit of spiritual formation and the rest we can find in the Spirit sometimes can be disturbed kind of like in one of the Star Wars original episodes where one character remarks, “I feel a disturbance in the force.”

Perhaps all the news items and speculation, for it’s all speculation and not news, regarding what might happen with artificial intelligence have caused a disturbance in your (our) spirit.

I can no longer write a computer program (without a lot of catching up) and my memory of all the probability math I was taught has mostly evaporated. However, I remember enough to read books and articles sent to me for my tech blog The Manufacturing Connection picking up ideas of what technologies are behind all the hype. I write often to calm people suggesting they look more realistically behind the marketing and journalism hype.

Then came this podcast of Tech Nation by Moira Gunn, who hosted a linguistics professor called Dr. Emily Bender. Bender had released a book with Dr. Alex Hannah, The AI Con: How to Fight Big Tech’s Hype and Create the Future We Want

My interest was piqued when they mentioned a 2021 paper by Bender, et. al., on language models called Stochastic Parrot.

As one of the thinkers attempting some common sense to cut through the AI hype, I love that term. Much of generative AI and large language models are simply probability calculations based on learned text. In other words:

Stochastic—a random probability distribution that may be analyzed statistically but may not be predicted precisely—plus Parrot—to repeat something said by someone else without thought or understanding.

There are writers on both sides of the hype divide—the doom sayers and the optimistic hype sayers—who have let imagination run amok. Shall we pull back a little and look for those applications where this will really help. Applications other than providing more words for marketers to stuff into a news release, that is.

Let this be an example of maintaining our focus on our spiritual development filtering hype from our awareness.

Oppression

May 7, 2025

French intellectuals after World War II became enraptured by the idealistic vision of communism.

Albert Camus pointed to Stalin writing about how the oppressed became the oppressor.

Once the Christian Church was oppressed by Rome.

Then it became at various times of European history the oppressor.

Even in today’s America people who feel oppressed wish to become the oppressor.

How many people try to live out Jesus’s teachings about dealing with each person with kindness and understanding only judging each by the strength of their character?

He touched people with skin disease. He forgave a criminal. He saved a woman from execution by stoning. He made her accusers go home and ponder their own sins. He made a culturally despised outcast the hero of a story. He healed people in the household of a hated Roman soldier. He taught that unlike the Romans we should be known by how much we can love other humans.

Think upon whom you might wish to be oppressed. Perhaps a little kindness and love will go far toward reconciliation.

You Know They Are Not When

May 5, 2025

When do you know that someone is not authentic? When they say they are being authentic.

When do you know someone is not being honest? When they tell you they are being honest. 

When do you know someone is not a Christian? Well, let’s not go that far. But, to quote an old song, they will know we are Christians by our love

We can listen to words, but we know by actions.

Hypocrites

September 20, 2024

Jesus called the religious leaders of his day hypocrites.

They put on masks and played a role.

Behind the mask lay a different reality.

Greed. Lust for power. Pride.

The same exist today.

When the role we play approximates the status of our hearts,

then we move from hypocrisy to maturity.

If we but observe closely, we can know

whether that Christian wears a mask or presents a heart.

More important, what role are we playing?

When We Wonder If We Are On The Right Path

August 29, 2024

Say you have chosen a path. On the journey, you have decided that Jesus is your best guide. So you try to follow him, do what he does, live like he teaches.

How is it going?

Ryan Holliday write in his newsletter The Daily Stoic something geared toward what they call the Stoic or philosophical life that is quite applicable to those of us trying to follow the with-God life. The parallels between the Stoic life and the with-God life are startling. We can learn from each other.

Holliday writes:

If you’re wondering if you’re getting better, wiser, more philosophical in this Stoic journey, here’s a test: How many arguments are you getting in each day? How often are you fighting with others? We talked about Elon Musk a while ago. Imagine having ten kids, billions of dollars, seven companies, tens of thousands of employees, a real opportunity to write a better future…and spending your time seeking out culture war issues to get sucked into. Imagine engaging with random trolls online, getting into spats with journalists and politicians. You might think that sounds pretty silly…but are we really that much better in our own, smaller lives?

Does that sound like your Christian life? Always arguing. Always proving a point that your theology is more scriptural? People avoid you because of that attitude?

Or maybe when you rise from your night’s slumber, you go to the bathroom, make your coffee, sit in prayer or meditation, and consider—what will I do today that reflects following Jesus on this journey with God? Will I show the kind of love Jesus talked about? Or will I be obnoxious and argumentative?

Trusting the App for Advice

August 8, 2024

My bed has sensors, most likely pressure sensors that can detect breath, movement, and heartbeat. The accompanying app performs calculations based on the readings—average heart rate, average breath rate, restful v restless sleep. It provides an overall score for the night’s sleep. It supposedly detects how long it takes to fall asleep.

It also pops up a piece of advice. Sometimes the advice is ludicrous. 

The other day, I opened the app. It gave advice for evening wind down in order to help me fall asleep more quickly. I looked at the graph provided for sleep that night. Sleep came within one minute of crawling into bed.

One of the writers providing advice in the book of Proverbs in the Old Testament tells us to seek out many advisors.

We can observe our leaders, political or organizational or otherwise, who have listened to good advice and those who either chose to ignore sound advice or relied on untrustworthy sources.

Pause. Think about your sources of advice. Evaluate the good from the bad. Choose advisors wisely.

Beware YouTubers

May 9, 2024

A woman broadcasts nutrition “information” on YouTube. She lifted part of a study that claims oatmeal is harmful to your health that mainstream media reported.

Many published research papers show the many benefits of eating oatmeal—it has fiber of which most Americans eat way too little; it appears to help regulate glucose; it helps decrease one type of cholesterol (I am a sample of one there).

We do that with theology, too, don’t we? You know who you are. You who lifted one verse from the Bible or other spiritual work and constructed a theology around it. The end of the earth, the role of women, the superiority of certain races.

Discernment—perceive, understand, and judge things correctly. Maybe it means reading an entire paragraph, or the entire passage, or letter, or book. After finding context and checking translations, perhaps we lay people can achieve a partial understanding of the breadth and depth of God.

So many learned and intelligent men have written lengthy systematic theologies beginning with the Bible. And they all differ. What hubris do you have thinking you can know it all?

Humility is the beginning of understanding.

Heart Health

April 24, 2024

I had a check up with my cardiologist this week. Got a “thumbs up” from him. Reduced medications from five to two.

The important cardiologist, though, is Jesus. He was always concerned with the health of a person’s heart. “Where your treasure is, there is your heart also,” he taught.

The Irish poet/philosopher John O’Donohue writing in “To Bless the Space Between Us” adds, “And all through the Old Testament, God is interested only in the heart—not sacrifices, rituals, or rules—only the heart. Indeed, mystical tradition would suggest the heart is beautiful precisely because it is where God dwells: the heart is the divine sanctuary.”

Have you checked both the physical and spiritual hearts lately? How are you doing? 

Sacrifice

April 15, 2024

Arnold Schwarzenegger told of a time when he was Governor of California attending the funeral of a war hero. Also attending was the local State Senator, who spoke eloquently of the sacrifice of the young man for the greater good.

Following the service, Arnold spoke to the legislator. “We have an important piece of environmental legislation coming up for vote. We need your support.”

“I cannot vote to support the bill even though I think it’s right,” came the reply. “It would be political suicide.”

On the one side he praised the courage of a war hero; on the other side he intentionally rejected the courageous act of his own.

We can sit here in judgement of that legislator.

Or…

We can reflect on the story. Place ourselves in the protagonist role. When have we chosen not to do the right thing because we might suffer an embarrassment or hurt or loss of stature or job?

Pointing fingers at others does no good. Jumping on social media to berate another human does nothing but instigate hurt. Being convicted of our own shortcomings and vowing to change our life’s pattern toward doing the right thing—priceless.