Archive for the ‘Spirituality’ Category

Answering the Call

March 26, 2010

You have a job. That is, a job where you earn an income. The income is traded for goods and services to keep your family fed, clothed, entertained. Maybe even a vacation now and then. You probably think about things other than work when you go home–or maybe even at times while you’re working. Sometimes you discuss the meaning of life with others at work. Sometimes you discuss sports or politics.

One day a guy comes by. You’ve know him, or something about him, for years. A strange guy with different gifts. Doesn’t have a full-time job. Doesn’t have a family to support even though he’s 30 years old. And he challenges you to leave your job and go along with him where he’ll teach you about life. So, what are you going to do? You go.

I’m studying Mark right now. Following Jesus’ trail. He has undoubtedly been studying for many years. You don’t become a teacher overnight. So one day he gets baptized and has a direct God experience. Then he goes to the wilderness to overcome the temptations that face him. Then he returns home and sets to work. In those days, teachers had followers. Actually, there is still some of that today–especially among PhD candidates in the sciences. Its not unheard of. So Jesus didn’t wait for followers to come. He needed an inner circle of people whom he could teach–not only intellectually, but also with how they lived their lives.

First he saw Simon and Andrew who were probably small businessmen. Owned a business, hired people, had a product for sale. Then he saw John and James. Same kind of thing. Except they were apparently well connected in Jerusalem. And Mark makes it sound so simple. Jesus walked up, said come with me, and they did. And over the course of the next three years these were his inner circle.

Have you been called? How did you answer? And when? Did you immediately feel the call, leave everything and go? Is it something you can do alongside your work? Will it become your work? Did you resist for a long time (many of us do that)?

If you haven’t been called, it’s probably because you haven’t been listening. Or you didn’t like what you heard. Because the call, when it comes, will force you to choose–how to live your life, how to relate to others, how to give up things you want in the service of what others need.

Baptism and Temptation

March 22, 2010

Have you ever experienced a spiritual high? Perhaps around the campfire at a summer camp? Or perhaps during an Emmaus Walk? Perhaps after an intense period of prayer. Contemplatives might meditate for years before experiencing an intense revelation of God. If you’ve ever had this experience, you think it will never end. You’ll live your life on the mountaintop of emotional and spiritual ecstasy. You have seen the revelation of God and now you know everything.

Then things change. You are besieged by demons that you never knew existed before. That spiritual high has been replace by doubts, you are tempted to do things you’d have never  before thought of doing. Trust me. It happens. If you are in that latter period of life, don’t despair. You are not unique, and if you remember your source of love and understanding, then you’ll recover and grow.

Mark briefly describes Jesus’ baptism by John then says immediately Jesus went into the wilderness to be tempted. He doesn’t go into any detail of the experiences that Jesus had. Only says that he was tempted by Satan and the angels waited on him. We get a glimpse of some of the details of the temptations from other gospels–and of how Jesus was able to quote from spiritual texts to answer the temptations.

We learn from this that we should expect temptations, doubts, spiritual and emotional turmoil after agreeing to living a life with God. We learn that by consciously recognizing the temptation for what it is and answering by studying what the Bible and saints who have overcome this tell us about how to go beyond the problems to a renewed life with God. “Get behind me, Satan,” as the comedian Flip Wilson used to say in one of his characters.

Jesus is the pioneer and example of our faith. If he had temptations, you can be we will. But we know that they are but a momentary obstacle on our road to life. Let the angels minister to you (and other people). Continue your life with God.

Personal Responsibility

March 19, 2010

Someone will come to prepare the paths for the way of the Lord. John came preaching repentance and the forgiveness of sins.

The people in the area had suddenly experienced a hunger in their souls. When that hunger strikes, actually it’s less “strikes” than a growing feeling of discomfort. The feeling that something is missing. Participation in religious ritual is supposed to take care of that. You bring the sacrificial offering on the Day of Atonement when the High Priest performs a ritual and declares the sins of the entire people forgiven for the past year.

But somehow that impersonal ritual isn’t quite cutting it anymore. You need more. It’s the feeling a friend expressed once when I noted that his tradition says “for ever and ever” at the end of the Lord’s Prayer instead of just “forever” like mine. “We need a little more assurance,” he told me. Such was the feeling among a significant portion of the population in the nation.

So John said, “You take responsibility for your sins, you take responsibility for recognizing your actions and you take responsibility for talking to God about them and you take responsibility for asking the Lord directly for forgiveness.” It’s between you and God. First you have to take an honest look at yourself. That’s a difficult step. Most  of us can look in a mirror and see what we think is ourself, not what we really look like. But telling someone else about our failings is an even more difficult step. Then to publicly acknowledge that through a public, yet personal, ritual of baptism–the level of difficulty keeps growing.

But in the end–that hunger, that disquieting feeling of something missing all goes away. You can find peace, joy, focus.

For the priest profession, though, that process had to be threatening. “How will we make a living?” they must have thought. “And what about our status in the community if no one needs our services? We should all know about those feelings. We’re just ending a period of economic disruption where many people and companies are thinking the same thing. Be understanding, it’s a human reaction. But the priests needed to take personal responsibility, too. In just 70 years, they were out of a job anyway thanks to the Romans.

In the space of three years, forces were unleashed that changed the world forever. It started with a call to people to take personal responsibility for their thoughts and actions, to acknowledge where they needed to grow, and to ask God to walk with them. It started with a weird guy in the wilderness calling them.

How do you pray

March 3, 2010

I was teaching on this theme of life-giving water, or the river of life in Revelation, and thinking of approaching the picture in prayer. In one of the traditions (or maybe more than one) of prayer and meditation I’ve practiced, the teachers discourage images or thinking in pictures. I disagree. I’ve found it very helpful to read a story and meditate by putting myself in that picture. My trips to Israel have been very helpful in that regard now seeing the actual places (albeit changed from thousands of years ago, I’m sure).

So, do you pray by thinking of yourself and the things you are demanding God to do for you? Or do you set aside time to see what God’s demanding of you? In terms of this image of drinking life-giving water, I’ve found it a good way to do the latter. Meditate on being filled with the water that gives life. That’ll open you to listening to what God wants for you.

A preacher talking on leadership suggested listening to what the people are praying for. If they are always petitioning things for themselves or the usual list of sick people but are not asking God to help them talk to someone about God or find their ministry, then your church may have a problem.

He’s right. Open yourself up to God, then help others do the same. It’ll change your church–and you.

Living waters

February 25, 2010

While reading in Revelation, I came across the image of Jesus giving water from the spring of the water of life in the New Jerusalem. This image echos the Gospel of John, where Jesus offers living water. In Jeremiah, God refers to himself as living water. Zechariah talks about the eventual coming of God to earth where living waters will flow from Jerusalem to the west and to the east.

Now obviously the various writers were not referring to H2O water. These are all a metaphor of God’s Spirit which feeds us, enters our body and gives us true life. But…what image do you see when you read these passages? Every time I read them, I cannot help but see myself drinking deeply–almost ceaselessly. It’s like the Spirit continues to flow into my soul giving nourishment and life.

What is this life? Well, it starts with the “With God” life as Richard Foster would say. I will act and behave toward others and myself in such a way that reflects my living with God. I’m sure there is an eschatological meaning about life after death. But what matters to me now is how I act. When people see me do they see someone full of the living water? When I act, am I bringing that living water to others?

Go back and see what you picture when Jesus is offering you a drink from the jar at the well or from the spring in the new Jerusalem. Fix that picture in your mind as you meditate. Then take it with you. Be filled with Spirit.

Making the correct decision

February 24, 2010

I’m in the midst of teaching my group from the book of Revelation. This is one of the most misunderstood books in the entire Bible. I’m sure that some of the class is not happy that I have yet to broach tribulation and rapture–but those aren’t in the book. Hal Lindsey in some books popular in the 70s tried to tie it in, but he never convinced me (when I read his books with the scriptural text open beside his book).

Every time you study a familiar book, you discover new ideas and truths that just never occurred to you before. With this reading something struck me very hard–decision. You will make a decision (whether you meant to or not). You will have to live with that decision. You will have to answer to God about that decision. God will show you the consequences of your decision (especially if it’s the wrong one). The amazing thing is that at least twice (I didn’t go back and count) in the vision, people who chose wrongly did not repent and change direction but indeed continued to sin. Then they were punished.

Do you know people like that? Are you like that? Say you’re faced with overwhelming evidence that your lifestyle is killing you, are you willing to change? Is your relationship at rock bottom, but you’re not willing to change? Is your relationship with God nonexistent? Are you willing to change your life and say, “Yes, God, I want to live my life with You”?

This is the season of Lent. A time of reflection of the meaning of Jesus’ life, death and life again. As the writer of Hebrews says, Jesus is the pioneer of our faith. The pioneer goes first and shows the way. All we have to do is change our life–every day of our life–and live with God just like Jesus did. Something to ponder during Lent. I will.

Phoning it in

February 18, 2010

Do you find yourself going through the motions–as they say–at your job or ministry? We have a phrase “phoning it in” meaning that we aren’t really involved with what we’re doing and are remote from our work. Marketing guru Seth Godin ran into a friend who is in the ministry who said that often she’s just going through the motions. He asks, are you doing that yourself in all your jobs? Shouldn’t you be doing something that you are passionate about so that you are spiritually moved by the effort?

I think we all can get sucked into ministries that we are doing just because we couldn’t say no. Then we just phone it in. I love to see those who are doing a spiritually active job. Think of the many ministries going on around Sidney First–outreach to orphans and to sexual victims in Mexico, the school in Haiti, orphans in China, flood victims in New Orleans, disadvantaged in Sidney through the Alpha Center and other ministries.

Don’t phone it in. If you are–quit. Then do something that excites the fire within.

Praying

October 19, 2009

Yesterday continuing the study of Ephesians, Barb spoke on prayer (the last part of Chapter 3). This is where Paul prays for the church in Ephesus. Thing is, when Paul “prays” in these letters, it’s still part of his message or argument. The one thing that always leaves me wanting more information is — what did all these spiritual heroes we read about do when they prayed? Jesus went off by himself and prayed. Daniel took time off from his busy days running an empire to pray three times daily.

I’ve spent a lifetime praying, learning about prayer, learning from my praying–and I still wish that the Christian church taught how to pray instead of telling you that you should pray.

I’m not going to write an essay on how to pray here, but maybe it’s something I should work on. I just remember when I tried to teach a class on prayer. The students seemed to want only to read and discuss the book. When I tried to have silent time to work on an aspect of prayer, it was awkward. Perhaps that’s part of the answer. Prayer begins in silence. There’s nothing wrong with calling it prayer time when you flood over with requests for God to handle for you. But let’s go back to the source. What did Paul pray for the Ephesians to experience? It was the deep dwelling of God in the inner lives of the people. Richard Foster of Renovare calls it the “with-God” life. Paul in another place calls upon us to “pray without ceasing.” The Russian peasant detailed in a lovely little book called “The Way of the Pilgrim” tries to live out that admonishment of Paul’s.

First, we need to become comfortable in silence. This is perhaps more difficult for us in the twenty-first Century than at any other time in human history. In silence, you can hear God and converse with God. There are techniques to become silent. But these require work. Perhaps that’s it. Prayer is work. And often we take the easy way out to just demand things of God rather than living continually with Him. Are you “with God” right now? Do you need to work on that experience? I’ve done this for years and my answer to the second question is still “yes.”

Awareness

October 17, 2009

I’ve been pondering the first part of Ephesians–what are God’s spiritual blessings. As I settled into the whirlpool at the YMCA yesterday after my workout, it occurred to me that too often in my contemplation or other prayers–or even my work as a writer–that I sink into some sort of deadened state. Then the word (not The Word, I suppose) came to me–Alert. When I was first learning meditation, a teacher said you should be in a state of “restful awareness.” I’ve been resting without the aware part. Not a good combination. I’m sinking into a state of reduced energy and not being aware of the presence of God and others and not being alert to the opportunities and teachings that could be unfolding for me.

Time to check my energy level and restore the “aware” part of restful awareness. That’s related to another “a” word, attitude. Got to get them all correct.

Every Blessing

October 13, 2009

One of my commentaries says Paul’s opening in Ephesians that includes God providing every spiritual blessing is derived from a common synagogue prayer in his time that his readers would have understood. However, a joy of reading with fresh eyes includes gaining new understanding. What would it mean to live as if you had every spiritual blessing? I recently heard a talk by noted management writer Gary Hamel where he quoted survey respondents saying that they saw no difference in the way their Christian friends lived and anyone else. Does that apply to you? Are you living as if you have received every spiritual blessing from God?

OK, that’s probably not something you attain as final during your life. Rather, it’s more like a guide during the journey. Few of us are perfect, but all of us can show something of the indwelling of the Spirit. Right?